Day 11: Military trainee

Every time I run, I think about going military about it and then I think of all the qualities why I am not qualified to join their exercise. I am lazy, I struggle getting out of bed, I am not disciplined, I refuse things.. I’m not happy about it. I wish I could just sweat these shortcomings out. I want to push myself and be disciplined enough. What I couldn’t swallow is to die for people I don’t know. Imagine people who bully, who misunderstands,who always complain,why would I want to do that? But these guys put their life on the line. Not Alden or James(just my testosterone talking). A man 2000 years ago did the same too, so I can be all I want to be today and MORE! That’s why I push myself to be more military everyday.

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