I sat down shaded by a tree near the library. I took off my shoes and rubbed my toes in the cool grass, gazing up the branches. I thank God for moments like this: escape to freedom-temporarily. We all need this refreshments ocassionally because the beauty of nature heals at times. Truly, He made all things bright and beautiful, see I’m already feeling better.
Its been so long since I felt this; the warm familiar feeling, the weakened knees, and shivering… Okay, I’m just being dramatic over a fever today. Getting sick can’t stop me, I need to keep going. Depressed and a bit delirius, I felt ugly and ignored (and old 👵 ). So, fighting this insecurity which I know based on experience will bring me nowhere but sadness, I decided to leave the clinic and take a walk out in the afternoon sun.