Caught myself swimming in my thoughts of you today. I've been lingering around this pool for some time now, diving into some kind of a deep teenage dream. I rise to the surface once in a while, but I return back digging up pieces of you in my memory. I'm soaking wet every time. I plunge to where I find you, lying in the sand. Your chest on mine, our bracelets intertwined. Can you feel the warmth inside me this time? As I stroke my way to you, synchronizing the rhythm to your heart beat. I could live in this lido forever. Don't just be a silhouette. It pains me.I'm left here, chasing your shadow every time. Face me. Exhale me a cloud of your cigarette, I can almost taste you. You are my sweetest surreptitious. So I swim into the further. Nothing but cold water on my breast. I'm drowning, I can't breathe. I'm suffocating, you are my air. Your tongue as a vessel, You are my delicious secret and I'm dying. I'm reaching for you.